La'Bri Update

After a lot of prayer and "arguing" and "discussing" with God, myself, family, and friends
God has shown me it is not my time to go to La'Bri

I still believe He may want me to go sometime in the near future
but not any time that I was planning

I believe He wants me to stop trying to make plans that He knows harm me rather than help me - I tend to become slave to the plans I make and when things don't work out, I freak out

So, I'm putting La'Bri off for a while

For those of you who have given me money, I will still use it for La'Bri (unless God completely doesn't want me going and has plans for me elsewhere)
and the money is in the bank with "La'Bri" "written" on it

Lol, I'm using a lot of quotation marks

So yeah, that's where I'm at now